I am abandoning this account for an indefinite period of time due to what happened to me and my friends between March 24 - March 28, 2025. At the moment, I have neither the desire nor the strength to draw or post anything on my profile. Not after what happened because of a harmless joke that turned into a conflict with a showdown. As a result, I was insulted by one of my friends, who undermined my trust in him with his systematic insults. And my friend, who did not want to dry me out, read my messages, silently deleted me from everywhere and undermined my trust in her, as did my friend who did the same. As a result, I completely lost the desire to draw anything or communicate with anyone or cross paths with them. During this difficult period, there was only one person with me who was not indifferent to me. He listened to me, supported me, helped me, gave advice on how to resolve this situation. Helped me understand this situation and where my fault is and where it is not. I will not name names, I will just take a break for 3 months, maybe more. I am tired of all this. When I rest, I will try to draw something again and post it here. In the meantime, I need a break, rest and peace. I need to recover from all the events that happened this week, not only from this conflict, but also from the loss of my pet who also passed away this Monday. I tried to resolve the conflict and help my pet at the same time, but I could not cope with both. I am sorry that my friend deleted her ng, but it is better for her not to look for my account here. Not yet, I am not ready to accept them back at the moment, as if nothing happened. They caused me pain and discomfort with insults and I have just begun to slowly recover from them. Only time will heal all the wounds from this situation and only then will I be able to forgive them completely. Although the conflict has died down for now, there is still some bad feeling. It was unpleasant that an innocent person suffered because of a simple joke in a general conversation. But now everything is fine with him and that makes me happy. When I return from my forced break, I will delete this news from my account. Thank you for your understanding, all the best to you and see you soon on my account.

My close friend has been dead for a year now. Although I have a feeling that we only talked yesterday, it was the will of chance that changed everything. He said goodbye and he's gone, and the memory of him is there, and the mental problems that arose as a result of this incident, too. I need to keep moving on, but realizing that sometimes I lose the strength and desire to do it discourages any motivation and desire to do it. As a result, I'm starting to draw less and less, and I'm getting more trapped in my not-so-good thoughts. Thanks to my now close friends: Deimos , Biba for being in touch all the time, listening to all the nonsense that was happening to me, helping me, supporting me, giving me strength and hope that this nightmare would end, not letting me sink even deeper into my introspection, self-flagellation and not loving myself.

Special thanks to you for subscribing to me, rating me, leaving comments, and adding my art to your favorites. It helps me understand that my work is necessary and interesting.

Special thanks to : Katemos , for her support and words.

I don’t recognize myself anymore after everything that happened. As if there is me before and after this and that now I cannot become the same.

I hope this whole nightmare happening in my life will end someday.

In the meantime, I do not know what awaits me next.

Hey, hello to all my dear subscribers and fans. This is the first time I'm writing here, but I want to tell you one piece of news: Because of all the sad events that are happening to me this 2024, I want to change my art nickname so as not to remind me of all the traumatic situations and events of this year. I have to go through all this so far. This decision was not easy for me, but I think it will be better for me. I'm changing my old nickname "Dark Doctor" to "𐌊𐌀𐌊𐌀𐌙𐌀-𐌕𐌏 𐌕ᕓ𐌀𐌐". But for convenience, you can call me Doc for short.

Thank you so much for your attention and understanding